Thursday, May 20, 2010

unexpected kindness

Today I went to get a lesson in wig-washing. Funny word, wig-washing. It was very nice with a dear friend of mine. Because of the kindness of my dear friend, I now have a new wig, my 2nd, and I really love it! I truly believe in paying it forward, and that's what I intend to do. I just need a paying it forward subject. i will let you know when I find them.

Thank you, my dear friend, words cannot express the smile i feel when i look 'almost' normal.

Love to you and yours ALWAYS.

Monday, May 17, 2010

This is part of the no-fun part of chemo

I remember this time-period last treatment, and it was a little tough, fatigued and a few stomach issues. This time, way more stomach issues, had a bad weekend that started off with getting sick after I came home from work on Friday. I'm really trying to keep it in check with the meds I have, but this time its a bit more persistent. I cannot get enough sleep again, and just generally feel yucky. I think if I could figure a way to get my energy up, the other wouldn't be as bad.

Hope to get through this week in a hurry, I hate feeling like this.

But, it means its doing its job, I have to remember that.

That's all for now.
xxx ooo

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Chemo #2 is behind me

My step-dad Ben came to Cleveland over the weekend and came with me to chemo. It was nice to spend time with him. We visited Jay, Katina and Henry. Henry was funny, laughing at my head. He said, "you're a boy now!". Ah, three year olds. :)

Had my blood work on Thursday and they left the needle and catheter and tubing in for treatment the next day. It was so uncomfortable and I couldn't wear my seat belt. Sleeping was another issue, but I got used to it. They removed it after chemo on Friday, and its better than getting stuck again, cause that part sucks.

My boss and the people I work with are so great. They helped me get my work home and I was able to get some work done during chemo on Friday and over the weekend, and I promised I'd make some cookies and bring them in, so I made snickerdoodles tonight. They turned out pretty good! Hopefully they'll be a hit.

Good news from my surgeon today, the one tumor is shrinking from the chemo, it is now 6cm x 5cm. The plan goes ahead as is. She was really pleased with the progress, as am I. My 3rd round is scheduled for the 28th of May. That is #3 of 6, so almost the halfway point, then surgery 4 weeks after chemo is done and then, I'll look back on 2010 and wonder, did I really have cancer? They know exactly what they're doing. Its the best scenario I could ask for.

I think I'm still high from the steroids a bit. Too late for me to be up, but am not tired yet. But, I better try and get some sleep.

Busy week at work, and I love that!!

Hope this note finds everyone happy and well! xxxooo

Monday, May 3, 2010

Terri, meet Uncle Fester

Well, I wasn't even sure they really gave me chemo, because I was feeling so great. Well, they really did. I'm very fatigued, sleeping so much and no energy reserves at all. And, the little bit of hair I did have is quickly disappearing (all over the place - in my eyes, inhaled up my nose, in my mouth, in my food, all over my hands - I really didn't anticipate it happening this way, but how else could it, right?) I wish there were an easier and less messy way to lose it. I guess its the in-between stage now, I can't wait until it is all gone, its so itchy and uncomfortable.

My PETscan showed only the cancer we were already aware of, no spread outside the breast or lymph nodes. That is great news! I got the MRI-guided biopsy results today, its the same cancer, in the same breast - different quadrant, she called it multi-centric. This will not change my chemotherapy treatment, but will eliminate any chance of a lumpectomy, which I was betting on a mastectomy anyway. So that's where that is.

Ben, my step-dad is coming to Cleveland to accompany me to Chemo #2. At least I'm getting extra visitors out of this experience! I'm looking forward to spending some time with him. I wonder if my nephew Henry will be freaked out by my bald head when I see him this weekend, I hope I don't scare him!

Spring is definitely here, so pretty outside and getting warmer. I wish the dandelions would leave my flower bed alone.

I hope everyone is doing well and enjoying the nice weather. I'm sorry if I don't answer your messages immediately, I'm going to try and get caught up on that this week.

Sending warm smiles your way ~ Terri